Life outside of online hockey

I am not really good at this but here it goes. So just wanted to say that I'm sorry to every one that has lost a friend or even someone you consider a brother. I honestly had no idea about what was going on with Recki til the last day of Kroftonite's fundraiser stream for Recki. I just read all the updates and what was going on and Kroftonite appeared in the shoutbox and i got in touch with him and we talked and I did what I did. Now I don't know who Recki was but i was looking forward to being able to reach out to him personally after this. Since I can't, my offer is now to anybody. I already know I'm either completely unknown, unliked, or some people actually do like me. But regardless I want to reach out to everyone of LG that if anyone is struggling mentally and that you just need to vent or something I'm serious, I am available for anyone to talk to. This year has been crazy. Seeing everyone come together for certain things, I want to keep that alive. I deal with my own mental health and physical health (having spine surgery soon), I have also have had a heart a couple years ago and i still struggling with the thought of how am I still here, but I'm still fighting my demons and for anyone else struggling with theres I am here to try to help. Life is short and I hope everyone can be there for each other when times are seriously tough. Don't know whats happening to someone outside of this game.
There was also someone who said something about to some kind of group on discord where people can go and talk and whatever. I am down to have one of those going too if it generates enough interest

Discord Bombsquad-ryan#7551

I want to apologize to anyone I have been toxic to over the past few seasons. I am sorry.

 

*heart attack a couple of years ago*